To Love Somone You...

You must first love yourself.

If True...

I cannot possibly love you...Not just yet...

Old days...

I want to return...

It's So Nice

I love that thing you do...

I'm in love with that way that you smile and the way you look in my eyes...It's so nice.

WIshful thinking...

Wondering if that person is thinking about me, while I'm spending most of my days thinking about them...

Phobia...

It makes life fun and exciting :)

It's what makes us human!

Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy....

You got me feeling light headed

.......unsteady

..............feeling woozy

..........................breathing heavy

...................................... from what you do to me,

......................................................... can't concentrate feel kind of weak

................................................................................ this has gotten out of control

............................................................................................................ can't fight it Nooo.

I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, dizzy dizzy

You Better catch me, Cause I'm falling in love you with you....

Andy

taking chances...?

Can you ever be sure?

I'm a man without a gut, so there goes my gut feeling.

Please...

if i'm missing something, show me !

if I'm taking it the wrong way, tell me !

if I'm hoping for to much, cut me down !

for I can be stupid at times and need someone to guide me...

Andy...

Rejected =(

5GPA and still failed.. WHY!?

What walking contradiction are we called Men?

Cause I do not blame her, i blame the men who emotionally and physically raped her.

I blame these corporations whose images tell her they hate her.

And i put my arms on her shoulder and tell her how grateful i am to god cause he created her

Men take note this is how you give love, this is how you receive hugs

press flesh to flesh till breast crumple, like emotional origami

Mark Gonzalez- as with most men

Secret...

Your my secret untold, keep you safe wherever i go, share you with only friends i trust, and best of all i'll keep you with me until my very last breath...

Andy

Do You Know You're My Miracle...?

When a day is sad and done in the middle of the night, when you're fast asleep my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
Telling myself im the luckiest man alive.
Cause so many times i was certain you was gonna walk out of my life.
Why you take such a hold of me girl,
When im still trying to get my act right.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what i have to offer.
I shouldve been a [season], guess you could see i had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (stuck like a statue)

Ask myself why is you even with me,
After all the xxxx i put you through,
Why did you make it hard
Its like youre living and i make you??
But baby your love is so warm it makes my shield melt down (down),
And everytime were both at war,
You make me come around.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what i have to offer for.
I shouldve been a [season],guess you could see i had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (stuck like a statue)
And youre so beautiful. (stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, never. (stuck like a statue)

Every single day of my life i thank my lucky stars,
God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart.
Cause theres no explanation,cant solve the equation
Its like you love me more than i love myself.

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you ,
Its just cause i cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (you are the reason,)
Stuck like a statue. (the reason for living,)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (youre so beautiful)
And youre so beautiful. (and i want you to feel it)
Stuck like a statue. (cause so bad im needing)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (youre the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (youre so beautiful)

When a day is said and done,
And in the middle of the night youre fast asleep, my love

Im the luckiest man alive.

Understand...

To 'try' to understand someone is to place yourself in the past and watch them as they make their mistakes and create their pain

To understand someone is to place yourself in their shoes to repeat their mistakes and to recreate their pain.

Once every mistake has been made and every pain experienced, then are you only able to 'Understand'.

Every mistake and every single feeling of pain that they have felt, has contributed to their decision.

After all Pain is a deadly reminder to never repeat the same stupid mistake again

Andy...

Experience...

If experience has taught us one thing, it is that we live to make mistakes...

Live and learn...

Mistakes not learnt from are life lessons loss...

So learn from mistakes so you never have to go through the pain again

Andy...

Change...

If you want change... Make it

Don't wait and hold your breath...


Cause in the end your the one who lets yourself down.

If you want...Do

Andy....

Fake...

Hiding feelings have never been easier... All it takes is a Fake Smile...

Smiling is to Happy as frowning is to Sad

So what is to a Fake smilie?
I find it is better to keep on a happy face during hard times.... well try to(I struggle so much to do this). cause even if its killing you inside maybe the smile can convince you and everyone else around, that everything is going to be okay.

Fake smiles has proven to save you the trouble of explaining yourself, because if you have ever told a sad story about your past you would have noticed it hurts just as much as it did when it happened.

Fake people... why change yourself to something your not... In the end not everyone is going to like you. There will always be conflicting personalities, so don't change yourself to suit a group of people, keep searching for the ones who accept you for who you are. Truth is you're not living to impress every single living being.

Be yourself.

Andy...

What is worse? =/

Knowing that all that effort has been wasted?

or

Knowing that all that effort has been wasted and still trying?

Andy...

Thinking...

Late Night thinking....

Jump...

Why do people say 'reach for the stars', why reach when we can jump for the stars.\

Jump as high as you can and believe in the fact that you may one day fly, do not fear falling as I will be there to catch you each and every time you fail to fly. Trust me.

Jump forward without the fear of what is waiting below, with ignorance comes bliss. For if we fear the mystery waiting below, would we ever jump?

taking risk is apart of life, we must endure the possibilities that may occur, may it be endless pain or endless joy.

Always take the chance. Knowing how unpredictable life can be you may never and I mean never have the opportunity to take that chance again.

Andy...

Perfection....

Perfection is how we perceive it to be...

A known saying is 'Nobody is perfect' but thats not true is it? if we all have different meanings of perfect.

therefore I adore this saying
'We come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly'

you are perfection in my eyes... and thats why I love you <3

Andy...

Chase...

The Thrill of the Chase...

Thats what keeps us going

The Pain of the Chase

Thats what keeps us away

In the end whats at the end of the chase is usually worth it...
Persistence is key, keep at it and hopefully he/she will notice...

Sometimes at the end of the chase there is nothing... except a mirage left at the end created by our mind...

Andy...

My illusion, My Mistake

The whole concept of false hope never ceases to amaze me....

The mind is able to conjure an alternate view of reality and it convinces you that this can occur, even though there is no way in hell it can happen.

I just don't understand how we can ignore the facts of reality and just put all our hope into this false reality that our brain has conjured.

False hope can be dangerous, it pushes us to chase something that we can never reach and we continuously chase it till our heart tears in two and yet we still don't realise how hopeless it is....

Oh how hopeless False hope can be :)

Andy...

Chain...

Aren't we all just bound by chains, are we truly free? the choices that we make aren't purely our choice are they?

The decisions we make are always influenced by others whether they are people from the past or present.

Chains...

restrict us to reality...

Andy